Paw Paw: I will miss him

UPDATE: Thank you for the many kind words, they are most appreciated. I have added a new picture of Paw Paw's final resting place at the end of this post.

As many of you know, my beloved dog, Kublai Khan Paw Paw Chow Chow Chow, was not feeling well in recent weeks and I am very heart-broken to announce his passing last Saturday, April 12, 2008 as he was approaching his 13th year.  Paw Paw was a spectacular chow and an even more spectacular dog.  He was always my loyal companion, displaying the most agreeable temperament.  Paw Paw loved traveling with me and was always a willing model for the camera.  In addition to taking part in television commercials and several national print ads, he has been part of numerous photo shoots and is a familiar face on my television show, in my magazine, and on this blog.  Paw Paw’s veterinarians, Dr. Thomas Marsh of Fairfield, CT and Dr. Marty Goldstein of South Salem, NY also admired his easy-going nature, and caring for him was never a chore.  Even in his final days, Paw Paw just stopped eating and drifted off to deep sleeps, where he now rests peacefully, and, I’m most confident, quite happily.  I will miss him, always. 

Paw Paw in the pachysandra one week before he died. He loved walking through soft green ground covers.

One of Paw Paw's final smiles.

Paw Paw - the “last day” of a great dog - Kublai Khan Paw Paw Chow Chow Chow.

Paw Paw's thoughts that day: “Martha got up really early to check on me, again.  She took a picture of
the beautiful morning.”

I went outside for one last pee.

Paw Paw the day before - he just wanted to sleep.

A sleepy bear.

My best friend and baby sitter, Carlos.

Francesca does not look happy.  I know she will miss me.

My two little gargoyles flanking me - I'm just so tired.

They just could not get close enough.

Francesca stood guard while Sharkey just wanted to nap with me.

I'll just stay here a little longer.

Lily has been my very good friend for my whole life.

Martha always liked to bury in my fur.  I'll miss those hugs and kisses.

She nuzzled me so gently.

I'm not even dreaming anymore.

I really don't want to eat anymore.

Beauty-Boy, Paw-Paw was elegant and kind and reserved and charming up until the very last moment.  He was the only pet I ever had, with the exception of Blue Maximilian Chow Chow Chow, who was never disobedient, and never, ever, required me to raise my voice.

Francesca and Sharkey paying last respects to Paw Paw before his burial.

April 12th, 2008 was an early spring day.  It was the day Paw Paw was laid to rest amidst the crocus and greening grass.

I will make this more beautiful in the coming days

Comments

[Lauren Ames]

Sweet Paw Paw,

May god bless your sweet soul. I know you will be missed but you are now in a better place. I never met you but you touched the world with your presence.

[Brett--Fort Wayne, IN]

Martha~
Just know that our thoughts and prayers are with you during this difficult time of loss. PawPaw was a beautiful dog and he surely loved you!

[bernadette]

My heart breaks for you! What a wonderful friend PawPaw was! Paw Paw will be missed!

[Karen Thornburgh]

What a loving tribute to a loyal companion. The photographs are absolutely touching. For everyone who has had the unconditional love of an animal your affection resonates through all our spirits.

[Shannon (from NC)]

Hello Martha,
I am so very sorry for your loss. A pet is one of the most special companions in all the world. I know you will miss him dearly. Please take some comfort in knowing that Paw Paw will always be able to watch over you, your other companions and your home.
Sincerely,
Shannon (from NC).

[Jackir]

Martha, I am so sorry.

[erin in dallas]

Dear Martha,
What a beautiful tribute. I hope your sweet memories will soothe your heart.
Take care.

[Steve Shelton]

As I write this, my (baby) Cocker Spaniel is relaxing in a chair watching me with adoration. I wish that I had something to say to help cheer you up in your grief, but I know there is nothing to mend the broken heart of one that has lost her best friend. God bless Paw Paw.

This is a very sad day for all of his fans who loved seeing his beautiful face.

Thinking of you and wishing you a lighter heart in the coming days.

Steve Shelton

[Louis Gastelum]

Martha,

I am so sorry to hear this. Paw Paw was a beautiful dog. I love my dogs and us dog lovers know that our dogs are like our children. They can never be replaced and the unconditional love that they provide us is priceless.

Francesca and Sharkey will miss him so but you guys can comfort each other as you get use to Paw Paw's absence.

We all will miss seeing Paw Paw on television.

You are in my thoughts,
Louis J. Gastelum

[Tara]

I was sorry to hear of Paw Paw's passing. Paw Paw seemed like an amazing dog, and I will miss hearing stories of him and seeing him on your show. I wish you peace and comfort at this sad time.

[Catherine]

Martha,
That was the most heart-wrenching and wonderful tribute to a beloved pet I've ever seen.

I know he was your "bestest" friend and you will miss him more than anyone will know.

Thinking of you . . . and Paw Paw

[darrell white]

Thank you so much for sharing this Martha. I'm surprised at how sad I was after seeing these pictures. The picture of you buying your face into him really shows your heart and ability to love.

That picture meant a lot to me.

Thank you
Darrell White
Toronto, Canada

[julie james]

ah paw paw ... will be missed by all his fans who love to see him and hear about him!

[Oatmeal Cookie Guy]

Martha,

What a cute dog. I'm so sorry for your loss. I've always wanted a dog and would love to adopt one who is in need of a good home. But I'm afraid of the loss I'd feel when the dog passes away.

[Mary]

What a wonderful tribute. Pets are our children and deserve the best care possible. My thoughts are with you with the passing of PawPaw.

[Angela]

I am so sorry for the loss of your beloved friend! My prayers are with you as you grieve your loss.

[Kathy]

What a sweet dog. My deepest condolences.

[Greg Marzullo]

Oh, Martha, I'm so sorry for your loss. Chows are wonderful dogs (I grew up with them in our home), and Paw Paw was exceptionally beautiful and well-tempered.

Be well.

[Stacy]

This just made me cry. I never met this beautiful dog but he just looked so gentle and sweet. God bless Paw Paw.

[Trish]

Martha,

I am so sad. I loved Paw Paw! You have all lost a most beautiful friend! Thank you for the prescious pictures which I will enjoy later when I stop crying. I wished I could have met him; I so wanted to feel his soft fur and look into that cute face of his. Hugs to you, Francesca and Sharkey. Trish

[Jen]

April 12 2007 was the day my best friend died after 14 years of being my most loyal companion. Exactly one year prior to Paw-Paw.

I know how your heart must be broken & I cant say it gets much better any time soon. April 12 will always be a grim day for the both of us even with the beautiful blooms and green grass.

[Linda Bateman]

Dear Martha,
Please accept my deepest sympathy in loss of your beautiful dog, Paw Paw. The beautiful pictures brought tears to my eyes. It is never easy to lose a beloved pet. He was a faithful companion to you, Sharkey and Francesca. It looks like they were great pals. I enjoyed seeing him on your show.
I am so sorry for your loss.

[Jennifer]

I'm so sorry to hear of Paw Paw's passing. He was a very special dog. My thoughts and prayers are with you during this most difficult time.

[Lou]

It's so sad to hear of Paw Paw's departure. I also had to say goodbye to my spitz, Phenix (cq) C, on an April day. And she was also 13 years old. It's great that you took pictures of Paw Paw to the last. When Phenix C neared the end of her life I took time off from work to do all the things we enjoyed and took photos to remember the joy of those moments. That's the one thing I recommend to friends when they say their pay may be going soon. I tell them to do their favorite things and keep taking photos.

[Kristen]

This was such a beautiful tribute. Thinking of you Martha.

[Shannon]

Martha,
I am so sorry to hear that Paw Paw passed away. Paw Paw was very loved by you and had a great life. My dog, Spicy, of 14 years passed away when I was 23.(Last year) I grew up with him and it felt like I lost a little brother. Pets are a part of the family and can bring true joy to our lives. I'm sure you brought great joy to Paw Paw life as well. A sweet way to give tribute to your pet is to fill out this book called "All about My Dog" by Philipp Keel. Its a good way to keep memories and there are fun questions about its personality such as your dog would have which of the following occupations? It makes me smile and remember the good times.

Take care,

Shannon

[Desiree']

Martha,
I got really choked up reading about the loss of Paw Paw. I really enjoyed seeing him on your shows over the years. Our dogs are our faithful friends and the pain of loosing them can be tremendous. I am truly sorry for your loss.

[Janet]

My goodness, Martha - What a beautiful tribute and such an honor for you to share this with us.

Thank you, and Sweet dreams, sweet Paw Paw.

[Dale]

I think many of us felt Paw Paw was a part of our lives, I will miss seeing him, he always made me feel happy when he was on your show.

[Ashley]

I am deeply sorry for your loss. I understand how pets are family and the passing of them is an incredible burden to bare. We lost our little Yorkshire last year and we continue to mourn her loss but look back on the memories she gave us with great appreciation and joy.
Thanks for sharing Paw Paw with the rest of the world.

[Jenn]

Martha - My heart aches for the loss of your beloved Paw Paw. Big Martha must have been in need of another companion.

[Phyllis]

Your tribute made me cry.

[Renee]

Thank you for sharing with us. Our pets are sometimes more "family" too us than our humans.

Our Black Lab, Governor Dudley of Cow Island, died one evening about 15 years ago, he was "not feeling well", looked up at my husband and died. He was 12. We never got another dog-there was only one Dudley, our third child, and we felt he could not be replaced in our hearts.

Dudley was interred on our property, resting under a now 10' pine tree. "Dudley's Tree"-a tree that I grew from a pine cone in a plastic container on our deck. As Dudley aged and his hips sometimes refused to take him off our deck to pee, he would personally 'water' the little tree-so it was fitting that the tree now marks his final nap spot.

[Nancy]

Oh Martha...I am so sorry for your loss. What a beautiful tribute to him. You will miss him.
We had a beautiful golden retriever, Sara Jane. She passed away 7 years ago...it was very hard for about a year. We have very fond memories of her.

Wishing you the best
Hugs, Nancy

[Christine]

Martha,
My deepest sympathies on your loss of the beautiful Paw Paw. I have found a love of Chows by watching Paw Paw over the years with his beauty and grace. Your pictures and his thoughts of his last days have me sitting here in tears. My thought and prayers are with you.
Christine

[Jennifer]

I am so very sorry to hear of your loss. My pets, cotton the cat and Brittney the chocolate lab are definitely part of the family. The tribute on the blog is just beautiful and I feel for your other dogs that surely will be looking for Paw Paw for some time to come.

[Anne]

OH, I am so sad to learn of Paw Paw's passing. But what a beautiful photo tribute you put together for him and for all of us who admired him closeby or from afar. There are tears in my eyes as I write this. Rest well, dear Paw Paw!

[Jennifer]

I am so very sorry to hear of your loss. My pets, cotton the cat and Brittney the chocolate lab are definitely part of the family. The tribute on the blog is just beautiful and I feel for your other dogs that surely will be looking for Paw Paw for some time to come.

[Kerry]

Dear Martha:

I logged onto your blog this morning and was so sad to hear of Paw Paw's passing. I viewed the beautiful pictures and words you wrote for him and tears just streamed down my face. I am so sad. He has been such a part of your shows that I feel like I knew him. He was a handsome, sweet boy and he will be missed. My deepest sympathy to you Martha.

Sincerely,
Kerry in Maine

[Sandra]

I am sorry for your loss. I too love my pets like family and know the pain of letting one go. 3 years ago my cat Snoopy left us at the age of 18. She was one year younger then my sister and always part of our family so it was very hard for all of us. One day she just went to sleep and we couldn't wake her.
Thank you for sharing his life with us, he blessed many.

[Jeff]

Dearest Martha and four-legged friends:

I am deeply sorry for the loss of your beloved friend and companion, Paw Paw. God speed him to that lovely place, where green fields, tall trees and lovely flowers await. Remember that he will always be with you in spirit. Your photos brought tears to my eyes. You and yours are in my prayers.

[Jodi Anderson]

Awwww, I'm sorry for your loss, Martha. I cried reading this.

There just aren't any words; I'm so glad that you have these very special photos.

[Dan]

Martha:

My condolances.

Dan

[David Jones]

What a very handsome dog He is and always will be. It is sad but I wish him and you the best. Thank You for letting him be our dog as well. I wish I could share Fred, my dog, with you.

David and Fred

[Susie]

Dear Martha,

Paw Paw is at peace. You will love him forever and as time goes by, you will love him even more.

I lost my Sugar, a yellow lab eight years ago. It was difficult in the beginning, she was such a part of our lives but when it was time,it was time and she went peacefully. I will love her forever and that just suits me fine. Time will heal all of your hearts. God bless you all.

[Marta Kuzmiak]

Dear Martha,

My heart goes out to you. You loved Paw Paw dearly and he had a life fit for a king. I am sure he is thinking of You as he is running around in his new resting place at "Sunny Acres".
Sincerely,
Marta

[Gary Parker]

Dearest Martha:

My heart truly goes out to you. Next to the losss of a beloved relative, the loss of a beloved pet is just as devistating. I have two dogs ages 15 and 14. I know that when their time comes I will be just as proud to have had them in my life as you were with Paw Paw. This is a beautiful tribute to a loyal and trusted family member. He will be with you always.

[Christy Donahue]

Please accept my heartfelt sympathy and deepest condolences on the passing of your beloved Paw Paw. My dog and cats are a dear part of my family and my heart goes out to you on the loss of your beloved family member. Your tribute and pictures of Paw Paw's final days were very moving.

[Jessica]

Martha, I am so sorry for your loss. I loved seeing pictures of Paw Paw in your magazines over the years. You and Paw Paw are in my thoughts and prayers.

[Paula M.]

Dear Martha,
How very, very sorry I am that you lost one of your beloved and dear, beautiful, fur friend, Paw Paw. I read this Blog and cried. Such a beautiful tribute and photos. Losing a pet is never easy and one cannot replace the unconditional love and gratitude Paw Paw gave you. I will miss him dearly in your books, magazines and on your show. He was a blessed dog to have your love and care and a good life. I am truly sorry.
I am in the same place right now. I am losing my 17 1/2 yr old Yorkshire Terrier, Higgins tomorrow. Like Paw Paw he is failing fast and I have the appointment set up for tomorrow morning. I grieve also.

There is a prayer called the "Rainbow Bridge" that I thought you'd like to see. Maybe you are familar with it.
May Paw Paw and Max, and all your "Angel" pets watch over you Martha, and wait to someday meet you again in Heaven.

"Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.
When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.

All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor. Those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.
They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent. His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.

You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.

Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together.... "

Author unknown...

God Speed Paw Paw. May your star shine brightly in heaven to show you had a happy life here on Earth.
I will look for his star in the sky tonight, along with Higgins' tomorrow.
God bless you Martha,
Paula

[Rhea]

I know from your writings how much you loved Paw Paw. This tribute to him was fabulous. Even showing the burial. Most people hide from death, but this faced it head on. Dogs are the best companions!

[Sherey]

Martha...we will all miss darling Paw Paw.

Your tribute is no surprise...you are so kind and exceptionally caring to all your animals. Dear Paw Paw is resting in a beautiful place.

[Jenn]

Ms. Martha,

I am sorry for your loss. Losing a pet is a very hard thing, but you must focus on the wonderful time you shared and how you gave him a wonderful comfortable life. You will meet back up with Paw Paw as he is waiting for you on rainbow bridge. Your tribute was beautiful and showed what a charmed life he lived with you. A very lucky pup.

Sincerely, Jenn

[John Askin]

My personal regrets, Martha to you and your emidiate dog family. Paw,Paw was a great and strong dog. He will be missed.

Sincerely

John T Askin

[Pat]

Your wonderful tribute to PawPaw brought me to tears, and the Rainbow bridge poem is amazing. Our pet is our child also. I dread the day when he leaves us. They are our children, our companions, our friends. Sincere condolences to you.

[mbbeard]

Martha, You are so sweet to share this tribute. It just made me cry. I laid next to my own dog (currently sleeping in the sun) and just hugged her and gave thanks for her companionship. You were a great "mother" to Paw Paw. I'm sorry for your loss.

[Barbara]

Your tribute to Paw Paw is beautiful and heartfelt. I am amazed at how our beloved pets touch our hearts. The unconditional love they give makes our lives so rich. I remember the day we got our 7 week old mini schnauzer who will be 12 this July 4th. The joy I felt when I first held her had a touch of sadness as well, knowing that even a long life for a pet is too, too short. Nevertheless, I would never, never have missed having this pet in my life. I am sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing your beautiful tribute.

[Jessi Nagy]

Ahh, Martha that was just so sweet! he was the best dog, im sure he will be missed dearly!
Im glad you have your 2 other little spit fires to help you get through this. it's never easy loosing a best friend! My thoughts are with you!
oxooxox,
jessi

[Kate]

I am so sorry to hear of Paw-Paw's passing. You always spoke with such love when you mentioned him and he was also so lovable on air. We lost our wonderful Raleigh, a Basset - Retriever mix, in December and it just about broke our hearts. Now we are blessed with wonderful memories and occasional chuckles that bring smiles to our faces. I hope time brings you the same.

[Terriaw]

Oh my goodness, my heart goes out to you, Martha. Paw Paw sure was a sweet companion. May he rest in peace and may you find comfort in your heart. Blessings, Terri

[Jyesika]

Dear Martha, Just a note to express my condolences for the loss of Paw Paw. Those last photos of the pugs with Paw Paw are so sad, I wonder if they could sense that he was ill. Hopefully they will enjoy their Paw Paw sweaters you had made with the Paw Paw yarn.
Paw Paw always seemed so well behaved and elegant, and was always such a treat to see on the show or in photos.

[laura]

Martha,

You handled this with such grace and deep sympathy. I cannot tell you how much your documenting this process means to me. I lost my 17-year-old Cocker named "Ruffles" last April. The pictures of your two babies flanking Paw Paw made me cry. What wonderful animals dogs are. Thanks again, blessings to Paw Paw, and keep your chin up.

[Karen Porrazzo]

Dear Martha, Thank you for everything you do to help the lives of others, and thank you for allowing us to share your personal sadness at Paw Paw's passing on. I felt your grief as you nuzzled for perhaps one last time. We have a companion dog, a yellow lab named DOC who goes to school with my daughter,Sarah. It sadd ens me to think of losing her,she is such a loving presence in our community,always gentle and sweet. Dogs like Paw Paw and DOC bring such peace and joy to all who are fortunate to know them. Our prayers are with you and your family. Karen

[Trisha]

Martha-

I know I am a stranger but this post brought me to tears. I am so sorry for your loss. I am a huge animal lover and my heart breaks whenever I hear someone has lost one of their family members. but Paw Paw lived such an amazing and beutiful life and had one of the best mothers any four legged friend could ask for.

Take care.
Trisha

[Suzannah]

Marhta,
Please accept my deepest sympathy in the loss of your dear Paw Paw. I lost my Rottweiler last year, two months shy of his 13th birthday. Your tribute blog is beautiful. I wish I had pictures of my dogs last day and I think it is wonderful that you took a picture of him wrapped up. I burried my dog in his favorite quilt. Paw Paw was a lucky dog to have a caring and loving owner like you and I'm sure you felt blessed to be able to have a wonderful dog like him. Hug Francesca and Sharky a little tighter and let them help you through this rough time.

With Love and Sympathy,
Suzannah
Tennessee

[Anna]

Im sorry to hear of Paw Paws passing. I recently lost my best friend, my dear Bichon. I am currently doing a scrapbook of her, and is helping me adjust to her abscence. I am comforted by the fact that we will one day meet again at the Rainbow Bridge. God Bless

[Suzie]

Your tribute to Paw Paw in his last hours is so touching and beautiful. Knowing you were with him
at the very end meant everything to him. You were his best friend!

We will all miss this magnificent chow chow. Paw Paw you were so special. Enjoy all the fresh soft grass and eternal sunshine forever.

[Emily]

Oh Martha how sad but Paw Paw I am sure lived a very wonderful life and was obviously loved more than any dog could imagine. You took so great care of him and gave him the best life possible. Your tribute brought me to tears as we all have beloved pets we wish were still with us.

[Jon]

Martha, words can not express how truly heartsick I am at the passing of your most wonderful baby boy, Paw Paw. The unconditional love from our dogs is a very hard thing to lose.
You were an excellent steward of a beautiful little soul who's life was filled with caring and love.
Rest peacefully Paw Paw. . .Good Dog!

[Ali]

I'm so sorry, Martha. God bless you and bless your beautiful Paw Paw.

[Sally Arnold]

Your most touching tribute to Paw Paw made me cry as well. I loved the picture of you buring your face in him...he knew how much you love him!

He and Big Martha are watching over you!

[Anna]

Im sorry to hear of Paw Paws passing. I recently lost my best friend, my dear Bichon. I am currently doing a scrapbook of her, and is helping me adjust to her abscence. I am comforted by the fact that we will one day meet again at the Rainbow Bridge. God Bless

[Joan Fluor Mason, OH]

Dear Martha,

So sorry to hear of the passing of Paw Paw, he is in "animal heaven" now. I know you will miss terribly.

He had a beautiful life being your loving companion.

We all love your animals as if they were our own through all your beautiful pictures.

The photos are so heart felt and Sharkey and Francesca could tell Paw Paw was not well.

God Bless. Joan Fluor Mason, OH

[Liane McCumber]

Dear Martha-

I am so saddene by your loss of Paw Paw as we devoted followers of you have grown to incorporate him into our own hearts. It brings back many memories for me of my doggy people,the one I recently lost and the new member who has adopted us. Particularly in your blog the photo of you hugging him during his last days and the 'Frenchies' paying their last respects brought me to tears of gentle remembrances and the years of love your companion brought you. Remember, all dogs DO go to heaven!
Love from us Martha!
Liane, JT Renoir and Chiara Jolie

[j]

Awe, bless you and your family Martha. What a beautiful tribute. Take Care.

[Judy]

I am truly saddened by your loss, Martha. I know your heart is aching and that you will miss Paw Paw very much. My thoughts and prayers are with you and all those who loved him so dearly.

[Janeen]

So sorry for your loss!! That was a very sweet tribute to your sweet friend.

[Harper]

A beautiful post. Paw Paw died the way he lived, with grace.

[Claudine]

I am so sorry to hear the news of Paw Paw's passing. It was so touching and sad to see the stories and pictures above. It is so difficult dealing with the passing of a pet, I still get very sad thinking of my sweet Frieda the Great Dane. They do become your best friends and family.
Take care!
Claudine

[Adelaide]

So sorry to read about your pal Paw Paw. Losing a precious friend is very difficult and I hope you are not too sad. Please know that there are many who share an understanding of your loss and wish you all the best.

[MMLK]

My heart goes out to you & all those that loved Paw Paw. I once was in a town called Paw Paw, Michigan. I will admit I had tears in my eyes as I looked through all the beautiful photos of your beloved companion & I felt deep feelings of love between you & your friend. I wish you peace and comfort during this time.

[MARY SIRLS]

My deepest regrest to you on Paw Paw's passing. I am so sorry and had a beautiful chow chow my self years back. He was as loving and the best pet.. wait family member we ever adopted. He to lived to 13 and just drifted to sleep. What a sad day.

[Annette]

I'm so sorry for your loss.

[Cara]

Martha,

I am sorry for your loss. I always loved hearing you tell stories about Paw Paw! You can rest assured his memory will live on not only with you, but all of your fans. :)

xoxo,
Cara

[Tracy]

Martha, caring thoughts and prayers are sent your way. We all know how much you loved PawPaw. He knew he was well loved, too. Blessings, Tracy

[Sean Milton]

Martha,

I feel that Paw Paw was a constant in our lives for so many years and I will miss seeing his fluffy face. Your beautiful words and pictures brought me to tears...
Sean

[Carol in NC]

Martha, I know your heart is breaking. May your beautiful Paw Paw rest in peace and may his memory live forever in your heart.

[ks]

Oh, Martha, I'm so sorry. Paw Paw was so well-loved, and I appreciate you sharing his last days with us.

[Cindy Douglas]

Sweet PawPaw~You were blessed with a beautiful life that was filled with love and adoration from your 'mommy' Martha. We all grew to adore you.
Martha~I cry for your loss...but know sweet PawPaw will be with you again one day. They wait for us in Heaven.

Cindy Douglas
Frisco, Texas

[Jeanine]

I don't normally comment (I am more of a lurker) but I really wanted you to know how sorry I was for your loss. This post made me cry because I know that pain and I know how you must be feeling. My thoughts are with you.

[Anna]

So sorry for your lose of Paw Paw, what a wonderful heart and soul he had. Your pictures of his tribute are beautiful.
I recently lost my dear pal, three weeks ago, just a month and a half before turning 14.
I will miss her for a very long time. Someday we will meet again at the "Rainbow Bridge"
God Bless you Martha.

[Roann]

Martha
I'm so sorry for your loss and I know how you feel. I lost my dog of 18 years 3 years ago. I try to only remember what a wonderful companion to me and my family she was. You do the same.

[Carly Killpack]

Martha,
My thoughts are with you today as you remember your friend and loyal companion Paw Paw. I'm sorry you are hurting at the loss of your beautiful friend.

[A longtime fan]

Oh, Martha. But Paw Paw lived such a rich, full life. May his spirit ever grace your surroundings.

[Pam Carey]

Martha, I'm so sorry to hear about your loss. It's amazing how our pets find that special spot within our hearts. They love us and accept us no matter what and they are always there to greet us at the end of the day. They give us so much joy inside it's hard to describe. I sometimes think my cats understands when I talk to them. I know my dog who I lost 8 years ago did and I'm sure Paw Paw understood you. I feel your sadness and I understand how much you will miss him.
God Bless you as you go thru this.
Pam/DE

[Bill (From Mount Desert Island, Maine)]

Dearest Martha,

I am so very sorry (and saddened) to hear of the recent passing of your beloved Paw-Paw. He was undoubtedly not only an unconditionally loving (and well-loved) gentle giant in your life (and to those of us who had the fortune of briefly meeting him as I did recently last October 2, 2007 when he came over to me and slept at my feet during the entire show), but also, I'm sure, a welcomed and trusted friend. Oh, if only some humans could exhibit and be such a fine example of unconditional love ... as Paw-Paw was, did (and continues to be) for you and us.

I'm certain that if you were able to do so right now, you would see him playing happily (or snoozing peacefully in a lush, heavenly garden) on the other side where he has been reunited with those (including your dear Mother) who also loved him.

May the rebirth, promise and newness of the spring season (along with the wonderful memories that you have made and shared with Paw-Paw over his many loving earthly years) provide you with a healing source of peace (of heart, mind and soul) knowing that one day you will be once again reunited ... not to be separated ever again!

With heartfelt condolences, blessings and love,
Bill
Northeast Harbor, Maine

[Holly]

Martha, I'm so sorry to hear of Paw Paw's passing. Such a wonderful doggie - I always enjoyed seeing him! You made a lovely tribute to him on your blog. He was a well loved pet...

[Gloria Brown]

A VERY LOVING FAREWELL…THANK YOU FOR SHARING YOUR HUMBLE TRIBUTE HONORING PAW PAW.

[Kenn]

Dear Martha,
I'm so sorry to hear of Paw Paw's passing.. I know how terribly difficult it is and the feeling of sadness can be overwhelming. My heart and thoughts are with you.
--Kenn

[Katie]

Wow, I'd have to say a blog post has never made me cry before, but this is the saddest post I've ever read. What a beautiful story you have told with these pictures and I'm sure Paw Paw is running around happy now. My prayers are with you and your family/staff to heal your loss felt. I'm sure he will be truly missed by all.

[Karen Preston]

Oh Martha I am so sorry for your loss. A lot of people say loosing a pet is "like" loosing a memeber of your family. I am more inclined to say Loosing a beloved pet is loosing a member of ones family. He was a beautiful dog! I am sure his spirit lives on with you and yours. My thoughts are with you.

[Brenda Munro]

My heart goes out to you & Paw Paws little friends, as all of you grieve the passing of your beautiful and faithful friend. What a touching memorial you've made for him. I've shed tears for him and will miss seeing him on the show. I'm so glad you were with him...

[Beth]

What a wonderful tribute to Paw Paw. He is playing happily at the Rainbow Bridge ...

[Judy]

Dear Martha,

I am so sorry for the pain you feel in your loss of Paw Paw. He was so beautiful. I also will miss seeing him on your show. Thank you so much for sharing your life with me. I have learned so much and receive much pleasure from your show and magazines. Paw Paw will never leave you.

Judy

[Staci Glover]

Such a beautiful little man. He led a very wonderful and love filled life. I know he's looking down and watching over you. He held a special place in everyone's hearts and will continue to do so. I got a little teary eyed looking at the pictures, it's always so sad to lose a pet, loved one, friend.....you're in our thoughts and prayers during this difficult time. I know Francesca and Sharkey are going to miss him terribly. With Love....Staci

[Sarah H.]

Losing a pet is never easy.
I always enjoyed seeing photos of Paw Paw and always thought he looked like a big teddy bear without a care in the world. While the other two dogs were running around, Paw Paw would amble behind, perfectly content.
May you feel peace knowing that Big Martha and Paw Paw are in heaven together feeling well and keeping an eye on you in this difficult time.
Thank you for sharing Paw Paw with us for all these years, he will be missed.

[Judy]

Dear Martha,

I am so sorry for the pain you feel in your loss of Paw Paw. He was so beautiful. I also will miss seeing him on your show. Thank you so much for sharing your life with me. I have learned so much and receive much pleasure from your show and magazines. Paw Paw will never leave you.

Judy

[Julie]

I got teary eyed while reading your blog, I am sorry and Paw Paw looked great even on his last days.

[Donna]

Martha, I'm so very sorry to hear about your loss. This post has me in tears. It is a touching tribute. Paw Paw was such a beautiful and sweet dog. I loved seeing him on your show and in the magazine.

The passing of our dear animals is so difficult because they are loyal and love us so much. You provided such a wonderful home to Paw Paw. My thoughts are with you and everyone in Paw Paw's life.

[Emmy]

First blog post I've ever read that will haunt me in such a beautiful way. I'm going home to hug my dog tonite. Thanks Martha.

[Sarah]

I am really sorry about Paw Paw. We will all miss him, but not nearly as much as you will.

[Ruth]

Just last night my son and I were reminising about our dog Patch - he passed away 2 years ago. The memories and smiles will continue to bring joy many days after they are physically gone from our lives. I wish you the best during this time......

[Carole]

I am so sorry for your loss. I know Paw Paw will be greatly missed.

A wonderful tribute to a wonderful friend.

[Robin]

Martha,
What a wonderful relationship you and Paw Paw had. The memories and photo's will keep him with you eternally. I wish you strength and peace through this difficult time. Thank you for sharing him with all of us.

[Laurine]

Martha,

I am very sad to hear of Paw Paw's passing. I too, had a chow that lived until the age of 13 and looked so much like your Paw Paw. They are undoubtably enjoying beautiful, pain-free days in a better place! My deepest sympathy to you Martha.

[TiffanyH]

Dear Martha,
My deepest sympathy goes out to you over the loss of your beautiful family member Paw-Paw. I will miss his smiling presence in your magazine and on your show.

[lisa]

dear martha,
i was so sorry too dear about your beloved paw paw. my thoughts are with you during this difficult time. what a wonderful tribute you paid to him during his final time with you. may your heart heal over time and know that he will always be with you in spirit.

[Jennifer G]

Dear Martha,
Please know that the thoughts and prayers of all us dog lovers are with you. It's always hard to lose such a loyal friend.

[Jeremy]

I'm SO sorry to hear, Martha. Its awful watching any beloved pet pass on. Paw Paw was gorgeous and so much fun to watch on television :) You can tell how much he meant to you. My thoughts are with you.

Jeremy

[Pam From California]

Martha,
I am very sorry to hear that Paw Paw passed away over the weekend, I woke up to the news from many emails before I made my way over to your blog.
My chow chow Mrs. Bosley is the same age as Paw Paw and she brings me such happiness as I know Paw Paw did for you. They are great dogs.
I have been crying all morning I just can't help myself, he was so regal and so sweet just a great dog with a spirit of such love - what a face!
I will place a tribute on my MSP page and group page for him he is missed already . It won't be the same anymore first Big Martha & now your Paw Paw good thing we have film and they are captured forever on the screen a hard year for you .
I know you will miss him so much, I hope you are doing ok, it's hard after they have gone you look for them everywhere expect them to run up to the door when you come home, it is so quiet and everything reminds you of them. I am glad you had something made out of his fur to keep. I am also glad he is buried there on the farm so he is resting among his beloved land where he played and explored.. People say all the time when an animal passes away oh, it was just a dog or it was just a cat, or horse. Well they are family and we love them, I know you loved Paw Paw.
Pam from CA

[Sara]

So sad and sorry for your loss, Martha (and to Paw Paw's friends, too). He knew it was time and he knew you were surrounded by others to hold you when he was gone. Our pets are our hearts, and his was huge. I know he will be missed, but you will smile when you see something that makes you remember him sweetly. Hug yourself and feel him with you always. Take care.

[Hooligan]

We all know that one day our beloved pet/baby will leave us, and it is a time we never get used to! My sympathies to you at this time. Paw Paw is frolicking now with all our lost loved pets!

[Lisa Wiley]

What a beautiful, touching tribute, especially the hugs from Martha and also Francesca and Sharkey... they knew, just as you did that Sweet Paw Paw was getting ready to say goodbye.
Those of us who have been owned by a dog --or cat, or bird-- can understand how profound this loss is for you, your staff and your family.

I'd like to share a quote from Rudyard Kipling:

There is sorrow enough in the natural way
From men and women to fill our day
But when we are certain of sorrow in store
Why do we always arrange for more?
Brothers and sisters I bid you beware
Of giving your heart to a dog to tear.

HOW TRUE!

[Natalie Donnelly]

Martha, you have opened a part of your sole by sharing such experiences with your dog. I do the same with my baby boy, Sir Woody of Berkley or as we at home call him Woody. May you find much continued happiness through your survived pets. You are truly blessed.

[kat]

this the sweetest tribute I have read in a long long time. Really, I'm tearing up just reading and viewing the photos. May you find peace in your memories of your sweet paw paw.
my best, kristen

[Stephanie]

Despite what Rudyard Kipling says about the folly of giving one's heart to a dog to tear, the love and companionship of a dog is a treasure well worth the price.

With deepest sympathy to you, and all of PawPaw's companions.

[Aunt Sadie]

Ah...this post touched my heart. I'm so sorry that you lost your friend, Paw Paw. May you all be comforted.

[Andrew Ritchie]

Martha, this brought tears to my eyes! Having lost pets in the past, I know the sadness that is left when they depart.

I had the pleasure of meeting PawPaw at the Good Things Event. He was such a wonderful dog: patient with all those admirers around him!

Bless your heart, Martha, and I know PawPaw had a full and beautiful life with you. Thank you for making him a part of our lives too!

love
Andrew Ritchie

[Emily A]

Hi Martha,

Having just recently lost a 13-year-old loyal family pet myself, I can sympathize with your loss. My thoughts are with you.

Emily

[Jan Erickson]

My Dear Martha, My thoughts and prayers are with you and all of the hearts that were touched by thia most beautiful being, Paw Paw. Because of you, he brought joy to so many and will be forever missed. I was going to call you today on "Ask Martha" to ask you how he was doing. Now I can't think of him without tearing up. Please know that I not only love you but love him as well. You can take comfort in knowing that dearest Paw Paw loved you as much as you loved him. Sincerely, Jan Erickson

[Denise Onyskiw]

THE POWER OF THE DOG by Rudyard Kipling

There is sorrow enough in the natural way
From men and women to fill our day;
And when we are certain of sorrow in store,
Why do we always arrange for more?
Brothers and Sisters, I bid you beware
Of giving your heart to a dog to tear.

Buy a pup and your money will buy
Love unflinching that cannot lie--
Perfect passion and worship fed
By a kick in the ribs or a pat on the head.
Nevertheless it is hardly fair
To risk your heart for a dog to tear.

When fourteen years which Nature permits
Are closing in asthma, or tumour, or fits,
And the vet's unspoken prescription runs
To lethal chambers or loaded guns,
Then you will find--it's your own affair--
But . . . you've given your heart to a dog to tear.

When the body that lived at your single will,
With its whimper of welcome, is stilled (how still!);
When the spirit that answered your every mood
Is gone--wherever it goes--for good,
You will discover how much you care,
And will give your heart to a dog to tear.

We've sorrow enough in the natural way,
When it comes to burying Christian clay.
Our loves are not given, but only lent,
At compound interest of cent per cent.
Though it is not always the case, I believe,
That the longer we've kept 'em, the more do we grieve:
For, when debts are payable, right or wrong,
A short-time loan is as bad as a long--
So why in--Heaven (before we are there)
Should we give our hearts to a dog to tear?

[Toni Bonitto]

Martha, I know how our pets really become part of the family and I am so sorry for your loss. Paw Paw was just a beautiful, beautiful dog. I'll miss his guest appearances on your show (smile). I wish Francesca and Sharkey well in coping with his absence. May he rest in peace.

[Heidi]

Martha,
I am so very sorry to hear that you lost your beloved Paw Paw. Thank you for sharing him with us.

Heidi

[Heidi]

Martha,
I am so very sorry to hear that you lost your beloved Paw Paw. Thank you for sharing him with us.

Heidi

[Karen]

And now Paw Paw begins a new journey. I like to think that when our pets end their time with us, they pass to the place where our loved ones no longer with us, and those who had no one to love them in this life are. No one is alone. There are pats, and licks, games of fetch, long walks, smiles, and a real peace. They all look upon us from that place and always send love.

[Deborah]

Hello Martha:

With tears streaming I wanted to send my sympathy to you on the loss of Paw Paw. I have always loved your articles and photos of your babies. To document the last day was amazing. I have lost several pets and know how heart wrenching it is. Paw Paw will now sleep and rest with many, many wonderful memories.

Thank you so much for sharing such a very difficult time with us.

Deborah Leisher

[Tania P.]

I'm so sorry for your loss. Paw Paw was a very lucky dog and you were a very luck lady to have him all these years.

[Kenda Orrell]

I am so sorry to hear about Paw Paw. I know he will be greatly missed. Thank you so much for sharing him with us. He was a beautiful & loving dog.

[IowaCowgirl]

Please accept my condolences on your loss.

[PAUL]

MARTHA,I AM SO SORRY TO HEAR OF PAW PAWS PASSING,I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN A HUGE FAN OF YOUR SHOW AND MAGAZINE,BUT NEVER FELT COMPELLED TO WRITE UNTIL I SAW YOUR BLOG TODAY.OVER THE YEARS YOU HAVE BEEN
GENERIOUS SHARING YOUR LIFE EXPIERENCES,KNOWLEDGE,AND YOUR PERSONAL FAMILY.PAW PAW HAS BECOME OVER THE YEARS AN EXTENDED FAMILY MEMBER,I'M SURE OF MILLIONS OF YOUR FANS AND VIEWERS.READING THE DEATH AND TRIBUTE TO YOUR BELOVED PAW PAW BROUGHT TEARS TO MY EYES,RECALLING WHEN MY BEST FRIEND OF 12 YEARS,PASSED A SABLE POMERANIAN .WHO REMINDS ME OF A MINI PAW PAW.I KNOW YOU MUST BE GRIEVING THE LOSS OF SUCH A BEAUTIFUL CREATURE,AS WILL WE.JUST
KNOW THAT YOU WILL BE IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS AND THANK YOU FOR SHARING OVER THE YEARS.GOD BLESS.

[julie mosgrove]

Martha;

I am so sorry about Paw Paw. I have lost two little angels to kidney disease and it is heartbreaking to say the least. You tried your best and I know that if there is a heaven, I picture all my little fur angels there and me, seeing all of them again. That would be my heaven.

Blessings to you

[Molly]

Martha,

So very sad to hear of Paw Paw's passing. He looked to be such a wonderful dog and I always enjoyed seeing him on your tv show or pics of him here on your blog. May he rest in peace. Looks like he had a wonderful life. I am sure you and your family and dogs will miss him.

Thank you so much for sharing your life and pets with us, Martha. We who never knew Paw Paw in person will miss him.

Molly

[Sue Russell Glover]

I'm so sorry to hear of Paw Paw's death. We had to put our Old English Sheepdog, Muldoon, down a week before his 14th birthday. Reading your comments and seeing the photos gave me that lump in my throat again...

[Jenn]

Martha,

I am so sorry for your loss. As I was reading this post I was in tears as I know how sad you all much be.

Paw Paw was such a beautiful dog and after seeing him for the first time I have always wanted one. I am waiting for my youngest child to get old enough for us to get a Chow of our own. Thanks for sharing him with us.

You are in my thoughts today.

[Paula]

Oh Martha, I'm so sorry that you have lost your sweet lovey. My heart breaks for you and all who have known and loved Paw Paw. I'm certain that in time the pain of his passing will lessen and turn into the most beautiful of memories...

Take heart....

[Vivian Price]

Dear Martha,

I'm so very sorry about Paw Paw. I have seen him on your show so
many times and loved him. Pets are members of the family, and it's so hard to lose them to death. I lost my 16-year old Maltese in 2003 named Miguel.
My thoughts are with you.
Love you and your show,
Vivian

[Paula]

Oh Martha, I'm so sorry that you have lost your sweet lovey. My heart breaks for you and all who have known and loved Paw Paw. I'm certain that in time the pain of his passing will lessen and turn into the most beautiful of memories...

Take heart....

[Crystal]

I'm so very sorry, Martha. There is very little that is more sad than the loss of a beloved pet. They ask for nothing and bring love and comfot to us during even our most trying times.

I have lost a beloved husky (Rufus Reginald - 13 yrs) and a treasured cat (Slade Rodman - 18.5 yrs) but I try to take comfort in the hope that they are now out of pain and with the people that I have loved and lost and that one day we will be together again.

Again, my deepest sympathies.

Crystal

[Marissa]

I'm so sorry to hear about Paw Paw. He was an awesome dog! From one dog lover to another, my heart goes out to you. He was such an elegant addition to your t.v. show and magazine. He will be missed! Take heart in knowing he had a wonderful life!

[Cheryl]

I'm teary-eyed after reading your tribute to Paw Paw. It is so hard to lose a pet. After losing our dog years ago, I didn't want another because I had such a hard time with the loss. I'm so glad that we finally got a cat because she brings so much love to our family. I can't imagine losing her but I cherish her every day. Hopefully, the happy times you shared with Paw Paw will help you through this difficult time. Take care.

[Eliza]

Ohh Paw Paw! I'm so sorry he passed away this weekend. I will miss seeing and hearing about him as I remember you included him in your shows and magazine. I always enjoyed his appearances. I wish you strength.

[Darlene Stencel]

Martha,
May heartfelt sympathies go out to you for I lost a beloved dog, a minature dachshund, named Pretzel and my daughter is a Vet. so I understand the reasoning behind letting a pet go but it was one of the hardest things I had to do. Take care and keep all of those fond memories you have of Paw Paw.

[Adam]

Martha you have my deepest condolences. I loved Paw Paw on TV and in your ads, he looked like such a big cuddler. I'm sorry for your loss.

[Jackie Lamothe]

Martha Dear:
My Sweetheart and I were on the Valentine's Day show and I feel privileged to have seen Paw Paw in person that day. What a beautiful and noble creature he was.I'm sending you a warm hug.
Jackie Lamothe,
Frederick, MD

[Debbie Holston]

I, too, have just lost a beloved pet that was with me 13 years. He was a gentle beagle who was so loyal and always trying to please. We both have been so blessed to have these wonderful furry friends!

[lucciana]

i will miss paw paw he was a great dog god bless him we will miss him

[Emma Figueroa]

Martha first of all love your blog it is done so tastefully and you make it fun to read.BUT this is all about PAW-PAW,I am so sorry for your lost and I alway love it when you bring the doggies to the show,it is my favorite part of your show.We will miss PAW-PAW so much and I know it is not easy for you so we will keep you in our prayers....keep bring your animals to the show,just love when you talk about then.Maybe because we have three cats and two desert turtles.

Also love when you and Joey C. go at it.

Take care Miss Martha.

[Fiona Rose]

Dear Martha

So very sorry about the loss of your beloved loyal companion Paw Paw.

He seemed such a dear old gentleman in the (very enjoyable)TV clip about his visit to the canine spa. I shall miss not seeing him in the magazine & your books. Please take some comfort in knowing that your love & devotion gave him the very best life.
With very best wishes
Fiona Rose.

[Wendy Wagner]

Thank you, Martha. All of us who are gotten to know Paw Paw through your stories and beautiful photos will miss him mightily. He was a wonderful dog and a truly special friend!

[Nancy Bauer]

Martha, I am so heartbroken for you. I could hardly see the pictures thru my tears for the loss you are feeling. I have lost my beloveds to old age, sudden illness and a tragic incident. I will never forget them and think of them often now without the heavy pain. I truly believe in the Rainbow Bridge and have their pictures under a copy of that lovely story. Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers! Paw Paw was a true love in your life.

[Chad]

Martha,

I am so sorry to hear about your sad news. I remember in a past blog you sent some of Paw Paw's fur off to be made into yarn after being groomed. I hope you will have time to create a special keepsake to remember him by. I will miss seeing his big, sweet lion like face.

Chad

[Paula]

I know the pain of losing a pet Martha. I lost 1 of my 2 beautiful Saint Bernard females Jan 5,2008. It was so traumatic because my dogs go to work with me(I own the Tradeshow Connector Inc) an are such a vitality to my everyday life. I assure you the memories live on in a good way, and you learn to smile again, as the pain lessons with time. Paula

[Claire And Peter Finkel]

Knowing how valued Paw Paw was, we extend our deepest sympathy for your loss.
Claire and Peter Finkel

[lisa-marie]

That was a beautiful and moving tribute to a great friend. I'm so sorry for your loss! God bless!

Somewhere Paw Paw chases elusive butterflies and walks through cool, lush meadows. Yet, our hearts ache for you because we too have experienced the so